so, my little muffin is sittin up, grabbin stuff, and making funny noises. oh, and drooling. everywhere.

in other news, i finally have a few items to submit for the few of you interested to view. however, if you are only here for "HI SQUEE!!" just click on my scraps, ignore all my other work and favorite it without a second glance. for the rest of you, i hope you dont mind that the next few submissions are on cardboard. i was feeling creative and just grabbed what was on hand. hence the crayons. i dunno, i find it kinda... artistically adventurous.

in the forefront i have various plans that may or may not reach fruition. one idea was to move to Peterborough, NH. another was to spend some time in FL and finish up my degree at Art Institute. it would be nice to make money doing what i love as opposed to doing whatever i can to get money. but... do i really love art as much as i think i do? or am i in love with the idea of it? thats one question i really wish i could have figured out by now. this addiction to video games has always clouded my judgement and perception. why must they be so fun and entertaining?!?!

well, i better get some rest, im on official dad duty tomorrow so mommy can get her bus license. then she'll be making more money than me and ill feel like a total waste. eh, maybe i can be the stay at home ... work at home? nope, if anything a STAY at home dad. ive noticed that NOTHING gets done if the kid is around. well. not necessarily. just have to be creative. and positive.

im so fucked.